Sudden realisation

Took me long enough to realize what an idiot I am...... Blame my poor observations... Scrolling through messages and facebook posts. Finally. Realised. What a freakin idiot I was. Took really wrong. Whats got into me? Why was I doing this? Was it worth it? What did I gain? Heh. Honestly, no idea.

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up, I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away, I'm suffocating
Tell me what the f*** is wrong with me

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused, but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help, somehow, somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up, I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away, I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

Put me out of my misery!
Put me out of my misery!
Put me out of my
Put me out of my f****ng misery!

I've given up, I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away, I'm suffocating
Tell me what the f*** is wrong with me

~~~Given up by Linkin Park~~~