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Life :D

Haha heya people!

How's the hols so far? Haha.... Mine is... Fine yet sucky....

Haha.... Let's talk about today...

Well... Went to Botanic Gardens today... For a family outing yeah? Haha.... Seriously, I'm wondering what the humans are doing luh.... I mean. It's a Botanic GARDEN. Shouldn't it be more natural? So artificial.... Like all the leaves swept to a nice little pile for em to decompose. It's like, so artificial.... Sigh.... Humans...

You know, sometimes, I feel really helpless/hopeless? Its like, I wanna do something for Earth, do something for maybe Japan or something, counter animal abuse/global warming? I mean, I don't get why others, are like so self-centered... Come on.... Mother Earth is DYING. Zzz.

Ah well.... You know what I rather have for a family outing? Some talking would do.... Sitting by the coffee table, talking about crap, that would be the best yea know? Or going as a family watching the sunset or something... Not going ta some bullshit place like botanic gardens.... Sigh...

You know, holidays are times where one should spend time thinking yeah? There questions I've been dying ta know, questions I wanna answer. So many things yeah? Sigh.... What I wanna do when I grow up, what I wanna accomplish in life, whether I this shit I'm doing is worth it, whether I'm really relying too much on technology. And the answer ta this question, what does my heart exactly want? Sigh....

You know, I just feel like writing all these into a song yea know? Express everything inside and start singing my heart out... And I would be glad, if I have people my age, that actually care about me yea know? Sigh.... And then there's the shit about biting more than I can chew.... There's the band, there's the song thing, there's school, and there's friends and family, I'm not sure if I can actually live through this crap yeah?

Just got into a quarrel with my dad.... Sigh...

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me 
Whataya want from me 
Yeah I'm afraid whataya want from me 
Whataya want from me 

There might have been a time 
When I would give myself away 
Oooh once upon a time I didn't give a damn 
But now, here we are so whataya want from me 
Whataya want from me 

Just don't give up I'm workin it out 
Please don't give in, I won't let you down 
It messed me up, need a second to breathe 
Just keep coming around 
Hey, whataya want from me 
Whataya want from me 
Whataya want from me 

Yeah, it's plain to see (plain to see) 
that baby you're beautiful 
And there's nothing wrong with you 
(nothing wrong with you) 
It's me, I'm a freak (yeah) 
but thanks for lovin' me 
Cause you're doing it perfectly 
(it perfectly) 

There might have been a time 
When I would let you slip away 
I wouldn't even try 
But I think you could save my life 


Just don't give up I'm workin' it out 
Please don't give in, I won't let you down 
It messed me up, need a second to breathe 
Just keep comin around 
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me) 
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me) 

Just don't give up on me 
(uuuuuuh) I won't let you down 
No, I won't let you down 

(So hey) just don't give up 
I'm workin it out 
Please don't give in, 
I won't let you down 
It messed me up (It messed me up) 
Need a second to breathe 
Just keep coming around 
Hey, whataya want from me 

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out 
Please don't give in, i won't let you down 
It messed me up, need a second to breathe 
Just keep coming around 
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me) 
whataya want from me (whataya want from me) 
whataya want from me

Guess that pretty much summarises everything.... What do you want from me? What do I want from myself? idk.... Seriously.

Biting of more than I can chew~

Signing off folks~

Till next time~

Life :D

Haha heya people :D I'm back XD


Haha.... Wondering why I posted all of a sudden? Haha.... Cause I got chased by *ahem* XP


Now here you have it, I'm posting.... :P


Okok.... 
FINALLY. WE GET TO REST FOR A WEEK :D:D:D
Yeah... Haha.... Finally.... We're test-free. XD Haha....


Yesterday was house carnival.... Kinda fun yeah? Haha..... Tagball.... Played 2 matches... Haha we kenna pwned by fleming... 7-1. Didn't even get a chance to hold the ball DX Well... We kinda gave it away too.... Cause all our better people didn't play.... NVM. At least we got 2nd :D Haha.


WTH luh. Valerie and David damn cheapo nia... Spamming the pea game again and again and again and again and again. LOL. Went to play the table tennis juggling ball thingy... Joined PY and Jace for the mad scientist lab station.... Haha.... And I suppose, we jumped queue? Oops :P Joined TH together with MJ and WH. LOL. They were suaning the people there. Ah well... Not bad luh.... Especially the mask stalking one. XD


Yeah.... Pretty much it.... Haha.... Celebrated Carilynne's birthday later.... Haha... The usual cake and stuff.... And yeah... Walked with the gang to sumo house.... Left em later.... Haha...
Rather, I just wanna be left alone luh.... Don't wanna go with a large group and yeah. Pfffft. Personal reasons too. lol. Wonder if they would understand, that sometimes, whites just needa be left alone....
Finally..... I day that I feel stress free :D Haha.... Pretty much slacked the entire day today XP. Haha.... Just finished exercising.... My whole body aches X.x Haha XD


Well.... I don't think I'm gonna slack the entire holidays right? So yeah... Here's a list on what I'm gonna TRY to finish....


Complete me song cover I'm working on....
Start exercising.... *I'm gonna pull up me class's nafa average :D*
Touch up on my maths, physics and chemistry DX
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY. the band. LOL.


LINKIN PARK'S COMING TO SINGAPORE :D


Haha..... That's about it peeps. See ya :D

Life :D

Haha heya people :D


Haha.... Been long since I updated? LOL.
Anyway... March is by far the busiest so far? Tests etc. And so many birthdays to keep track off. LOL. Anyway, Happy Birthday Woo Jin! :D


Anyways, today was quite average study-wise... Usual state of feeling tired... Gosh I really should sleep early.... But heck there's a chem test tomorrow! DX




Ah well... Emotions-wise. Haha. One big piece of crap waiting for me.... Let's start from the beginning.... Really, people with white personalities.... You don't wanna piss em off.... Cause really, if they are pissed, good luck :D Been waiting for Mr Cheong to finally blow up at the level.... And what happened today during assembly? Pfffft. They so deserved it....




Ah well.... Sigh.... You wanna know where at least half of my emo-ness come from? From people all around.... Is it just me? Cause I always find myself trying to help.... And those that I care the most, either I can't help, or they dao. Zzzz..... It feels damn bad luh... Sigh... And yeah, I ain't gonna mention names, so even if you ask me, no way I'm answering. lol.




Talent search is tomorrow too.... Feeling worse than a jellyfish yeah? Sigh.... Wondering where was the confidence I had like a week ago? Zzz....


FYI. Ranting ahead. So yeah.... Kindly Ctrl + W, or Alt + F4




And I can't take it yeah? So much vulgarities going around.... *Though I do say em when I'm real tense DX* Really. I should bring some soap someday and shove em to their mouths yeah? Shouting like its no one's beeswax. Wth yeah?
Haha.... I don't know what got into you? But heck. You are really becoming a reeeeaaaalll female dog. No offense but really, Do some self reflection someday. Pffffft. Wonder what got into me last year. Or have you changed? Only time will tell.... And screw I don't wanna have anything to do with you. Pffffft. IF you don't want people to eavesdrop. THEN SHUT YOUR TRAP. PFFFFFFT.
Haha.... And seriously. There's just one more person..... Seriously. Get it right. Between an infatuation and love. Pffffft. You think I'm jealous or something? I think not! PFFFFFT. Get a life yeah? Claiming you wanna protect her and stuff. But seriously, ever heard of privacy in group projects? Ever heard of it? I think not. Seriously. Get. A. Life.


Well.... Guess I'm slightly better after ranting? And no I ain't gonna mention names, so yeah....


Till next time folks :)
Bye~