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Haha heya people!

How's the hols so far? Haha.... Mine is... Fine yet sucky....

Haha.... Let's talk about today...

Well... Went to Botanic Gardens today... For a family outing yeah? Haha.... Seriously, I'm wondering what the humans are doing luh.... I mean. It's a Botanic GARDEN. Shouldn't it be more natural? So artificial.... Like all the leaves swept to a nice little pile for em to decompose. It's like, so artificial.... Sigh.... Humans...

You know, sometimes, I feel really helpless/hopeless? Its like, I wanna do something for Earth, do something for maybe Japan or something, counter animal abuse/global warming? I mean, I don't get why others, are like so self-centered... Come on.... Mother Earth is DYING. Zzz.

Ah well.... You know what I rather have for a family outing? Some talking would do.... Sitting by the coffee table, talking about crap, that would be the best yea know? Or going as a family watching the sunset or something... Not going ta some bullshit place like botanic gardens.... Sigh...

You know, holidays are times where one should spend time thinking yeah? There questions I've been dying ta know, questions I wanna answer. So many things yeah? Sigh.... What I wanna do when I grow up, what I wanna accomplish in life, whether I this shit I'm doing is worth it, whether I'm really relying too much on technology. And the answer ta this question, what does my heart exactly want? Sigh....

You know, I just feel like writing all these into a song yea know? Express everything inside and start singing my heart out... And I would be glad, if I have people my age, that actually care about me yea know? Sigh.... And then there's the shit about biting more than I can chew.... There's the band, there's the song thing, there's school, and there's friends and family, I'm not sure if I can actually live through this crap yeah?

Just got into a quarrel with my dad.... Sigh...

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me 
Whataya want from me 
Yeah I'm afraid whataya want from me 
Whataya want from me 

There might have been a time 
When I would give myself away 
Oooh once upon a time I didn't give a damn 
But now, here we are so whataya want from me 
Whataya want from me 

Just don't give up I'm workin it out 
Please don't give in, I won't let you down 
It messed me up, need a second to breathe 
Just keep coming around 
Hey, whataya want from me 
Whataya want from me 
Whataya want from me 

Yeah, it's plain to see (plain to see) 
that baby you're beautiful 
And there's nothing wrong with you 
(nothing wrong with you) 
It's me, I'm a freak (yeah) 
but thanks for lovin' me 
Cause you're doing it perfectly 
(it perfectly) 

There might have been a time 
When I would let you slip away 
I wouldn't even try 
But I think you could save my life 


Just don't give up I'm workin' it out 
Please don't give in, I won't let you down 
It messed me up, need a second to breathe 
Just keep comin around 
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me) 
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me) 

Just don't give up on me 
(uuuuuuh) I won't let you down 
No, I won't let you down 

(So hey) just don't give up 
I'm workin it out 
Please don't give in, 
I won't let you down 
It messed me up (It messed me up) 
Need a second to breathe 
Just keep coming around 
Hey, whataya want from me 

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out 
Please don't give in, i won't let you down 
It messed me up, need a second to breathe 
Just keep coming around 
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me) 
whataya want from me (whataya want from me) 
whataya want from me

Guess that pretty much summarises everything.... What do you want from me? What do I want from myself? idk.... Seriously.

Biting of more than I can chew~

Signing off folks~

Till next time~