Life for now....

Heya people~ I'm BACKKKKK~~ Missed me? :P
Haha.... For today I'm just gonna highlight recent events that I feel is important yeah? Ok....

Just came back from Table-Tennis Zonals.....

WE PWNED UNITY 4-1 :D
But that's just the good news....
Now the bad news.... We could've gotten a medal..... Sigh.... If only we hadn't over-estimated our opponent River Valley.... Line-ed up our people wrongly..... Apparently Me and Shi Jer ended up playing doubles... And we lost....
Meh. We could've won luh.... If not for my misjudgement. Sigh.... You know how bad it feels? Sigh..... So close yet so far....
If I had sticked with the original plan of the usual line-up.... Meh so screwed....


It's so hard being a Captain. It really ain't easy.....

And I can't really keep up with the stress I'm dealing with.... There's homework, projects, zonals, those leadership and decision making stuff..... Somehow I feel that I really lack in confidence luh....
Meh. I know the problem. Just can't seem ta solve it.....Sigh....

I dislike people, that just can't seem to face the reality yeah? Always seem ta find reasons to squirm out of the problem. It's staring at you in the face and yet, why can't you accept it? Gosh. You know its gonna damage everyone around you with that mindset of yours? I wanna help you change. But you aren't allowing us ta help.... Sigh. I won't be surprised if your problem gets really out of hand....


Yeah.... Sigh.... And there's still my feelings? It's just so hard deciding... It has been like this since I was 3? Always struggling at making decisions.... I would rather people throw be random ideas, and I choose the best that will benefit us the most luh....

Sigh she's changed hmm? So much more attention seeking.... Last year she was kinda emo... Keeping to herself? Not opening as much? But now its like suddenly, become so attention seeking? So enthu? Or rather too enthu for comfort. And then suddenly, will become serious when she has to. You know how scary it is? Its like split personality.... And to me, just makes me disgusted or something? Maybe I'm being retarded? Maybe I'm just finding excuses? I don't know hmm? For now, I just can't seem to adapt to the sudden change.... Sigh.....


Guess I'll let it rest through the CNY... See what will happen.... Many things really happen through the holidays.... Sigh.... And I don't know if I would fall into another or something? Maybe all I need is rest? Or to sort things out? Or leave it? Sigh I really don't know..... Meh.




Am I going to use the double-edged sword of falling into another one? I don't know.... Maybe only time can decide that....
Ok that's all for now...
Cya folks~ :)

Life as it has been......

Hihi people ^^
How's school so far hmm? Dang I'm like dying..... So much projects due and homework.... X.x GAH.
I WANNA BE A YEAR ONE Dx


Sigh.... Know how I feel? Sigh.... This post's gonna do alot with my feelings. So don't say I didn't warn yea?

Crap la.... Screwed up my FIRST EVER graded item in the WHOLE semester one..... Sigh.... Maths class exercise one.... Wondered how I screwed up la. Zzzzzz..... Can't do much yeah? It's over le.... X.x

Ah well.... Recently I'm really the emo. So much projects. Homework. And I still have my piano grade 5 theory and grade 6 practical. Damn. At this rate I'm really gonna explode. And there's still so much trouble I'm getting. And I thought I won't get them in NUSH.

Sigh.... From young. I was always getting picked on. From class bullies to insults. Damn hard ta take yeah? Wondered how I survive the primary schooling days hmm? And I'm still getting it. And it's kinda sad. The true friends I know I can get, are like either too much of a age gap? Or of different gender. Yeah.

No offence. But I still think people still needa mature. Still so monkey like. So immature. Just so. Urgh.

Wondering why I'm suddenly typing all these crap out? Cause I've had enough of these crap hmm? Just so annoying. Pain in the ass. Sigh... Maybe it's my personality? That I don't like defending myself to hurt others? Sigh....  Hopefully those guys out there reading this may change or something?

Yeah... That's what I have to say... For now.... Cya folks :)

Orientaion

Wheeee~~~ School started! A week just passed. A new year to look forward to.... Another year for me to party and spread a little bit of Zack essence everywhere~ XD

Wow. I'm year 2 already? Still think I'm in M10103.... Haha.... Needa get use to writing 2011 instead of 2010.... Haha......

First day of school:

Ah well.... Start of school talks are boring, although I know it's suppose to help us not screw up etc.
Wheeeeee~~~ MR CHEONG'S OUR LEVEL HEAD. :D Haha.... FYI. He's our table-tennis teacher-in-charge. He's damn nice yeah?

Haha.... Dang. Got made mentor rep. Whether to smile or cry, I don't know.... >.< Dang. That means I have to be careful with my words? LOL.


I'm not exactly what you say, able to handle my responsibilities. Or rather, I'm just un-confident. And my personality's gonna get me into hot soup... I can feel it. Sigh.... Or maybe I'm seriously un-confident. Sigh......

Ah well. Shall try my best..... This year's mass dance's quite nice..... I like da song :D Dynamite by Taio Cruz...
Haha.... I LUV THE VIDEO. ESPECIALLY THE POKEMON PART. DAMN NICE. AND FLEMING THE GRIFFIN FAIL LA. GO PICK THAT SHINY THING. LOL.
Yeah..... The utility activity was coming out with ideas for a float. A.K.A a trolley decorated by the theme of air. My group was with Jun Xiang, JB, Brydon etc. Gosh.... My group has a couple of crappy people too.... Know what? They should just go home to their Mummies..... Dang.

Whee~ Final plan? A chariot with Rockets at the back :D Yeah.... Wheee~~~

2nd day: WHEEEE~~~ STATION GAMES ARE FUN.
1st game: Suppose to get legs tied together and blindfolded and cross the room full of obstacles......

2nd game: Split into 3 groups and each group has a captain, which has to feel the objects in a box and describe the object using charades. MJ WAS EPIC CAN?
*First Object* It's sponge-like. (he didn't know he wasn't allowed to talk) So someone said sponge. 1st object done

*Second Object* *MJ take's the item out and says*  IS THIS COUNTED? LOL. FAIL. So 2nd object done

*Last object* Using charades. We said Chrismas decoration. So the SL said it was correct. Apparently the 2nd object WAS the decoration, and the 3rd was a pinecone. So he took the pinecone out and said. Is this a chrismas decoration? LOL. DAMN FAIL.

3rd game: We needa sit on crosses to prevent the SL from sitting on them. Each round got one cross added. LOL MJ CHEATED. TORE OFF ONE OF THE CROSSES. LOL

4th game: We needa go through a hoop without touching it nor the rafia string touching it. We must keep our hands to the string at all times.... 3 needa be blindfolded, 3 more hands tied, and 3 more can't speak. I got hand-tied X.x

5th game: Needa use some 'tiles' and cross the 'river' without leaving any 'tiles' empty to the island

6th game: Haha.... Some game of caterpillar. Needa hold an object between 2 people..... A.K.A a balloon or ball while crossing the obstacle as a class

Overall was quite fun yeah...... Haha..... Continued with the untility activity. I GOT CHOSEN AS ONE OF THE G6ers. Dang...... Delvin pulled MJ with him, and I got pulled by MJ. 1 in 3 hmm? LOL. No comments there.

2nd day overall damn fun :D

3rd day: Wheeee~~~ House games.... Dodgeball :D Haha..... I GOT HIT FIRST. Dx. Cause I was the damn captain. Dx But nvm, team won in the end.... Matthew lost damn epicly.... JB threw a ball, and he caught it. So out.... We won~ LOL eh. XD

Station games with house were okay I guess.... Not as fun as the class ones, but still ok......

EHHH. I HATE THE campfire this year. It's like one crappy fake paper-ish fire luh. Dang. Screw the rain Dx
Ah well.... My dance went out quite fine I guess..... Was shaking damn badly..... Danced to the song 'like a G6'. Not really my type of genre..... So... Techno'ish. Dx

Damn I luv our float. LOOKS SO DAMN COOL AND NICE. DAMN LUH. THEY SHOULD'VE TURNED OFF THE LIGHTS Dx. But nvm.... Got the awesome G6ers there :P Haha.
Year one's were performing their skits.... Honestly, I think Faraday's one sucked luh. I LUV NOBEL'S. SO PRO LUH. XD Fleming's one failed epicly. Got cut. LOL.

Eh. They go cut away the year 3's performance Dx Should have seen our 'Wonder Boys' LOL. Too bad.... Dx

I LOVE THE MASS DANCE TTM.

Yeah. Haha.... Pretty awesome orientation if you'd ask me :D

Cya folks~

Bangkok --25th Dec--

Haha....... Gonna spend Chrismas overseas in Bangkok..... :D

Haha..... Spent the morning packing up.... Getting ready etc. Left home around 9.45? Yeah.... My flight was around noon time....

I LUV THE INTERNET IN THE AIRPORTS :D


Yeah.... Ah well.... Reached Bangkok at around 2 p.m Thai time...... Yeah..... The customs took a long time.... So left the airport around 3 p.m and took the train to the hotel/service apartment. Gosh I LOVE SINGAPORE's MRT SO MUCH MORE.

Yeah.... It's damn rocky there..... Especially when one is carrying a bag full of clothes. Ah well.
By the time we reached our destination it was dinner time~

Ate some Jap food. UNAGI FTW~ Haha.

Tomorrow's gonna be a big day.... Gonna start the shopping.....
So not looking for to it.... X.x

Seeya~

Bangkok --26th Dec--

Heya people~ Back again~

Gosh my memory is starting to fail...... Can't really remember what happened..... Try me best to re-cap k?

*Recalling~ Recalling~ Recalling~* XD

Haha..... So.... We just arrived in Bangkok the day before? Yeah.... So we went to the weekend market there.... Called Chak too Chak? (IDK the spelling X.x) Yeah.... The things there are suppose to be cheaper..... It's like a Pasar Malam.....


EXCEPT IT'S A 100X BIGGER


FYI. We walked for like 4 hours. And I bet we weren't even visting 20% of the place. It's huge.... Really..... So it's seriously SHOP till you DROP. Yeah. Got myself a shirt. With a porcupine playing the guitar :D. LOOKS DAMN CUTE. LOL


So yeah.... After that we went for shopping again.... I'm already gonna drop. So now the SHOP till you DROP is seriously literally. Gosh. Shopping really isn't what I like.

Went to this place called Paragon.... It's like the Paragon we have in Singapore. All those chim chim expensive clothes that I have 0% interest in. Nothing much I can do since we're in Bangkok hmm?

And then. We went to the shopping mall next to Paragon called MBK. MORE shopping hey. My gosh.... I'd be better off staying at home and do some work and stuff...... Yeah. Anyway, at the bright side, my bro got some nice tiny looking figurines in bottles.

DAMN CUTE CAN?

Yeah.... Shall post those photos someday..... When I don't feel lazy..... XD Yeah so this pretty much what happened.... Till next time :D

Bangkok --27th--

Heya people~ 27th Dec in Bangkok coming right up =D

Ok... 27th December was one of the better days...... Very unlike shopping..... Phew.... =D

Went on a tour of a grand palace there.... Was built by a couple of Thai kings.... Like each king added a building to the place yea know? Yeah.... The place is huge ok?


H.U.G.E Not hugh. LOL


Consisted of say..... 3 chambers.... Can't remember what the outer chamber is for.... Meh memory failing me. Crap.....

The middle chamber was where the temples were located.... So it's kinda like a place for praying..... Yeap....

The inner chamber, which is closed from public, is where a court is located. Used by the Thai Queen if I'm not wrong.... That's why off limits to us.....

So loads of photo-taking =D Will post them soon....

Yeah...... So after this visit, we went for


M.O.R.E SHOPPING *The Catalyst plays*

Meh shopping. BLEH. Over my dead body. Literally


Ah well..... So those people that brought us on the tour dropped us at Platinum mall at Pratunam. That mall is kinda like a whole-sales mall..... You know the only thing I like about the place?


I FINALLY GOT TO LISTEN TO SONGS THAT WE TEENAGERS SHOULD LISTEN TO.


Eg. Mine, Just the way you are, Catalyst etc.

Yeah.... It's really that bad.... X.x But on the bright side, I got some souvenirs. :) And some shirts for the band.....

So yeah.... That's pretty much it for the 27th....

Bangkok --28th--

Yo people~ 

28th December..... FINALLLYYYY. NO MORE SHOPPING FOR CLOTHES. FINNNNAAAALLLLY~~

Yeah. That's how glad I was...... Really. Well....Went with Dad to a place called Bangmol...? Bought his electronics... Hey it wasn't so bad hmm? At least something that I understood...... HE bought mostly his speaker stuff..... Which I can use for blasting music =D

Gosh the traffic jams in Bangkok are really bad.... About 10x worse then that in Singapore.... Well I think that's why Singapore has the COE thingy.... To control cars on the roads.

Met with the rest of my family.... And went for some massage...? I don't exactly fancy massages.... So yeah... Sitted it out..... What did I do you ask? Anything can happen with a full battery Ipod XD Oopsie~

Somehow, I realised this trip nothing but shopping.... Gosh. Word of caution to all guys that hate shopping out there,

NEVER. GO. SHOPPING. WITH. GIRLS. IN. BANGKOK. EVER.

Seriously. It's that bad....

Haha.... Pretty much covered the main points that day :D

Bangkok --29th--

WHEEEE~~THERE'S NOTHING LIKE HOME~~
Yeah.... 29th.... Came back around 12 in the morning on the 30th? Yeah.... Singapore's air will always stay the same~ LOL. The humid air. It's like after smelling the air, you'll know you're in Singapore straight away.... :)

Haha..... Ok 29th.... We went to the MBK shopping mall. YES. AGAIN. Sigh.... LOL. This time to fix up my bro's 'dog in bottle' decoration.... Remember on the 26th? XD
Yeah..... More shopping. Dx They just can't get enough of it hmm? Bleh.

I seriously swear never to go shopping with gals in Bangkok. EVER. Unless my mind changes of course. LOL.

Anyway. Went back to me hotel around 2+? Yeah.... Went with Dad and Bro go play pool and use the computer's..... Yeah.... I still can't get enough of pool~~ XD

Left the hotel around say 3.45?

*Gosh I hate the com. It's like on auto-shut-down mode X.x*


Yeah...... And the rest are straight forward yeah? On plane reach home etc.
OH WAIT. On the Me family were sitting behind another family with a toddler inside. Gosh crying non-stop. GAAAHHHH MY EARS!   EAR PIECES TO THE RESCUE =D=D




Reached home around 1 a.m and yeah.....
That's the 29th for yeah... Cya~