#32

Hallo Peeps~~~

Uwaaaaa~~~ So many tests... Sigh... Think I screwed up some? Argh... So crappy... But what to do?

Ok... Lets start updating about today...

Just came back from a loooooooooooooooooooooooong day. Yea, its thaaaaaaaaat long. XD

Started off with CIP programme to Ju Eng Nursing Home... Yea... Had to assemble in school at 7.15... So I set my phone alarm to 5.15... But the EXTREMELY smart me, went to put 0000 instead. FML eh. So the freakin phone rang in the MIDDLE of the NIGHT, which is MIDNIGHT. Screw. Ah. So I set it back to normal. And guess what. I over slept. FFFFMMMMMLLLL~~~

Ah... So I rushed to school. Only to reach there at 6.45. Sigh. And the day was just beginning....

Yea... Reached the home. Performed magic tricks, but the old people all DAO us. Sianzzzz.... Then we were like performing to the air. What to do... Nursing home ma... But at least I got to chat with some grandma's and grandpa's...

Yea... At the end of CIP, went for Table-Tennis training with Shi Jer... Left together with Chen Ge and Wan Qi... And guess what.

WE GOT LOST
Yea. Got to the LRT station... Which was damn ooloo (Correct?) (Means deserted) Nobody de... Oh the horror.

Yea... Then we got off at Seng Kang MRT. Only to find that its the WRONG STATION. Teeheee~~~ Awesome eh. Suppose to get off at Thong wha...? Yea... Something like that. Know the best part? Shi Jer and I ate KFC, which awarded us with STOMACHACHES. =D Just before the training =D Yea. Screw.

Hahahahaha....... Then went back to the LRT to go back to the correct station... Almost missed the stop.

*Re-enactment*
Me: Isit this stop?
Shi Jer: I dunno...
Me: Wheres the signboard?
Shi Jer: I dunno... *Looks out of window*
*Sudden realization*
Shi Jer: EHHHHHHHH!!!!! IS THAT SENG KANG SPORTS AND RECREATIONAL CENTRE?!??!
Me: Ah crap. OUUTTTTTT!!!
LOL. Damn fail right.
Then we went to the centre. Only to get lost. AGAIN
Went up to the wrong carpark, and then walked down a slope. A MEGA-SIZED SLIDE! Fail. LOL


Finally got to the CORRECT place. Phew. And trained like nuts. 3 hours straight. 2 people. Woah.... Damn nice.
You may skip the next part...

Seriously. You are getting on my nerves. LIKE WHAT THE F***. Would you forgive anyone for apologizing at you when they don't know what the reason they are apologizing for? Seriously? Am I that petty? To me pissed with you for getting irritated? And you still raise your voice at me? Lemme get this straight. I AM NOT THAT WIMPY LITTLE DUMMY FOR YOU TO SCREAM AT. WHENEVER YOU TREAT ME AS A DUMMY, I ACT LIKE I DON'T CARE, BUT IN FACT, YOU GET ON MY FCKING NERVES. AND WHO SAID WE WERE EVER FRIENDS? I HATED YOU SINCE YOU REVEALED YOUR TRUE COLOURS, BUT YOU STUCK TO ME LIKE A SUCKER FISH! HONEST;LY, WERE WE EVEN FRIENDS TO START WITH? I WAS NEUTRAL WITH YOU. BUT NOW? YOU JUST MAKE ME MORE PISSED WITH EVERY WORD YOU SPEAK. SCREW OFF! YOU WANNA KNOW WHY IM PISSED? I'M TELLING YOU NOW!

I HATE YOU BLOODY ATTITUDE.

I HATE THE WAY YOU TREAT ME

I HATE THE WAY YOU PUSH THE BLAME TO OTHERS TO PREVENT YOURSELF FROM GETTING ANY HARM

I HATE THE WAY YOU TRY AND PRY YOURSELF OUT OF YOUR MISTAKES INSTEAD OF FACING THE CONSEQUENCES.

FORGET IT. ITS OVER.

Ok. Good night. Bye. 

Long update~~~

Hallo Peeps~~~

First week of term 4 just ended. How was it? Fun? Not exactly for me. Yea. FML.

Monday... Was good :) Lessons as per normal...... But I got to see those faces I missed so much! Haha...
Apparently, Chinese teacher didn't come...
*Sad*
Kenna replace by the 3rd lang chinese teacher if im not wrong... Well, did an essay? On the recent hostage incident. Remember? The hong kong thingy in Philippines? Yea... That. Think I screwed up pretty badly. D=

Tuesday! PE AWESOME~~~ Haha... 'Catch me if you can' game was fun... My primary school's version was Alligator. LOL right? XD Then had discus throwing. ZOMG... Mr Foo was awesome =D
Anyway, the hula-hoop throwing is something like table-tennis, the transfer of body weight, stuff like that. Teehee~~~
Chinese. Teacher didn't come. Again. Yes. You feel the horror. =P Did some Chinese open-ended...

Wednesday... Average... Da vinci was damn fail... Zzz... Screwed up TTM luh my project... GG liao. Physics assignment wasn't so bad... I'm quite happy with my physics test results though =D Hard work finally paid off... Me awesome~~~ *Ego*

Thursday... Maths file check... Hehe... 10/10. XD Anyway, quite average.


Fryday... Sigh. Some ****ed up random crap day. Sorry for being vulgar... I'm just damn pissed. Sigh... To think CCA was gonna be awesome.
Sigh... Lucky some people weren't in table-tennis... You wouldn't want to see me that pissed anymore... Ok?

The people I hate the most in this world, are those that piss me off when I'm already pissed, people that peeks into others privacy, and those attention seekers. Seriously. All these people JUST HAVE to appear on Friday.

Honestly, how would you like if some bastard just peeks into your phone. IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES AND CONTINUES DOING IT LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS. Like what the heck? Nvm... I told that guy nicely to stop. Don't wanna stop? Hehe... Only After I give you a look you stop. Fine. I let you off.
Then you come and disturb me and shi jer while we play Table-Tennis? Definitely asking for it. Still continue disturb. Honestly, I haven't been so pissed till I used physical contact. You deserved my paddle stuck into your throat.

Know what? I pity my paddle damn badly then your fat, oversized, worthless throat.

Then an attention seeker comes. Starts to disturb Delvin. Again. 
We asked: What did Delvin do? 
He replied: He did everything.
What's everything?
He did everything.
What do you mean everything?
Everything.
Honestly, what would you gain from all this shit. Seriously. And I TOLD YOU TO BACK OFF BECAUSE I WAS CLOSE TO EXPLODING. YOU CAME FORWARD. I GAVE YOU A PIECE OF MY MIND. AND YOU GAVE THE LOOK OF CRYING? Seriously? I HATE THIS KIND OF PEOPLE. LIKE SERIOUSLy. YOU WANNA GAIN ATTENTION? WHY NOT DO IT THE PROPER WAY. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF TREATING PEOPLE NICELY? AND LOOKING AND THE SCENARIO FROM A DIFFERENT POINT OF VIEW?? THIS HAS TO STOP. YOU SELF-ESTEEM TOO.


You disgust me.

Thats all. Bye.

Update

Heya... Sorry for not updating... Very busy... This coming saturday... After all the holiday homework are handed up...

#29

Yo People~ :)

Just came back from family outing... Haha... Been a long time yea......
Woots... Went to もみじ (Momiji) for buffet Japanese food! A LOT better then Sakura's... No offence.
The Sushi was AWESOME. The soup was AWESOME.
The chawanmushi (According to Jaryl) *Its a egg thingy* was AWESOME.
THERE WAS EVEN A GIANT CHOCOLATE FONDUE~~~

Yea... While eating, chatted with family... Long times since we had this kind of chat. Yea... After the meal...

Went to Plaza Singapura for shopping? Haha... Rather call it wasting my time. -.- But... Nvm.

Going to play table-tennis soon... Yes... Table-Tennis again. You heard me right. Cause it the BEST sport they ever invented~~~ Haha...


I'm a screw up one way or another...... Damn it. Hw not done. Bio not even started. Futhermore, my emotions are turning from bad to worse. Damn it eh.
How I wish I could control time. I wouldn't be in this crap if I didn't take this path. Nothing but darkness...... But along this darkness, who knows. There maybe the light, or, maybe a beast awaiting my arrival, only to put me in more crap. Oh well...

Ok... Signing off~~~
ハッピー休暇

Somewhere I belong~~~

Damn I got myself addicted with this song... Awesome... And to a certain extent, somewhat my feelings now.
Teehee~~~ Thanks to linkinpark.com for the lyrics.




When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find / that I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck / Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere i belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused looking everywhere / only to find that it's
Not the way i had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I what do I have but negativity
'Cause i can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain / Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own
I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today
I want to heal
I want to feel like
I'm somewhere I belong

#28

Hello People~~~ When was the last time I blogged? Monday right? Ah... Monday... Right...

Monday... Went for Table-tennis competition... Thought I was gonna get pwned... But yea... Managed to win. Then a walkover cause the other guy didn't come... Yea... Next match was wednesday... Then I got back and yea... Emo? Yeps... Monday... Ohoh... Brother fell sick... Went to have blood test in case tio dengue...

And then Tuesday... The best day of the holiday I think... Went with the group... Met at Bukit Panjang LRT... So freakin sad... Hansel couldn't join us... >.<  Anyway... Met up with David, Ethan, Carilynne, Lisa, Woo Jin, Delvin and Jaryl. Yea... Took bus 75? To Great World City... Met with Anders, Rittik, TZ, Madhu, Valerie and WH.

INCEPTION IS AWESOME~~~

At the end of the show, some people were discussing the show... Yea... Who actually discusses movies? LOL sia... Later went to David's house and slacked... Then had BBQ~~~

Later that night... Ah... Don't talk about it. Its not that I'm ignoring you. I just need to sort my whole mind out first. Just don't bother about me and sort your stuff first... Ok?

And today... Went for T-T competition, round of 64... Got pwned by a HCI guy... Damn... Could've won... But yea... Didn't play well enough... Legs were heavy... Didn't move... Very unstable strokes... So yea... Damn it... But nvm... Ah well...

Haha... Signing off~~~

Sudden realisation

Took me long enough to realize what an idiot I am...... Blame my poor observations... Scrolling through messages and facebook posts. Finally. Realised. What a freakin idiot I was. Took really wrong. Whats got into me? Why was I doing this? Was it worth it? What did I gain? Heh. Honestly, no idea.

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up, I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away, I'm suffocating
Tell me what the f*** is wrong with me

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused, but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help, somehow, somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up, I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away, I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

Put me out of my misery!
Put me out of my misery!
Put me out of my
Put me out of my f****ng misery!

I've given up, I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away, I'm suffocating
Tell me what the f*** is wrong with me

~~~Given up by Linkin Park~~~

#25

HELLO PEOPLE~~~
Has been long since I wrote on the blog... No time luh... Everyday come home freakin late. Haha... Lets begin with the general re-cap... Happy reading ^.^


Monday...... Had the AWESOME SPORTS DAY~~~  

Reached school in my bloated faraday shirt =D  Yea...... Damn nice...... Lisa was freakin fast... Like the wind... Best part was getting the refreshments... Haha... Delvin and MJ down there fooling around TTM. Bananas! XD



The teachers race and stuff were awesome!!!  At first... We were losing TTM...... Then...... P.E teacher took over... BOOMZ. Caught up with the other houses. Then another P.E teacher! BOOMZ... Barely winning... Then Mr. Haris Tan! Woah... Like the wind... Awesome.

Nevertheless...

Fibo--- 1st

 Fleming--- 2nd
Faraday---3rd
Nobel--- 4th


But... Overall...

Fibo--- Still 1st Damn
Faraday--- 2nd
Nobel--- 3rd
Fleming--- Last... XD

Haha... Now tuesday... The teachers day was ok... But the teacher's award giving and the 'guess the teacher quiz' is DAMN funny... The D.I.C.E band was quite good too... Shadow of the day FTW~~~


Now... Wednesday... Damn nice... Cause I went to play table tennis~~~ Haha... Table tennis NEVER FAILS to make my day... WOOTS~~~

Trained with Li 老大 For 3.5 hours with shi jer... Damn... I got pwned by a senior citizen... Damn good blocker... Zzz....

Now thursday... The day started off fine... With my stomach acting up -.-|||  Yea... Than met MJ & Del late... Lessons as per normal... Nothing unusual... Until... The night... Damn that Delvin. Sigh......

Friday... Emo-ed a bit I guess... As for why? =#
Er.. First... Chem assignment was kinda ok... Accept the third question... Damn.
IH was ok.


But......











CCA WAS ONCE AGAIN AWESOME!!!!!! Went to KFC to eat... Ashburn and his ice shooting skills... Damn it.
Night... Couldn't sleep as well... Sigh.


Ok... Thats it for today... *cough cough*
P.S My brother is sick tooHaha... Bye~~~