Sunday, October 31, 2010

Exams~

Hallo Peeps =D
I know, I know... I should be mugging.... But yeah... Chem and English tomorrow... The paper's I'm most confident in (:
Yeah... Talking about Friday's exam...
Chinese was UNUSUALLY EASY
As for the HMT people, I heard that their paper was tough. Oh well... JYs People!
Bleh. Screwed up bio TTM. So lucky that what I mugged before the paper came out... Or else I'm really DEAD.
Yeah... Just finished mugging Chem.... Kinda confident :)


I'm feeling the school load catching up with me now...... Feeling the stress and tenseness... Take the Bio exam for Example. Bleh. >.<
My health is kinda bad too...... Losing appetite... The desire for sleep is very high too...... *Yawn*
My stomach's been acting up too... Nose too... Eyes feeling sore... Is it the haze? I dunno? Stress? Bahh.

Listening to 98.7 FM now. ~~Random~~

Feeling very down this few days too... Don't know what's exactly affecting me now...... Exams? Relationships with family? Don't know...... Or maybe it's something to do with realising my goals and stuff...... For now, I don't what I'm exactly fighting for...... The lost feelings suck. Really. Badly.

And yeah.... When I grow up and IF I have kids, I wouldn't want their age gap to be too far apart...... Like hell. My. F***ed up Brother won't seem to understand. See? That's what you get if the age gap is too far... Each won't understand each other. Same problem here. It just sucks ok? He's the playful type, I'm the serious type. Complete mismatch. Nothing much I can do anyway... Ah well.......


Ok... Thats for today.. Bye~

Thursday, October 21, 2010

MY BLOOOG STILL ALIVE~~~

Phew...... My blog still ALLLIIIIIVEEEE~~~ Teehee~~

Gosh...... Haze is really bad...... 102 PSI...... Like Wth. I'm coughing, with my eyes stinging...... Even my brother's eyes itch badly...... Bleh. Who to blame? Those people...... Won't they understand that Mother Earth is dying? Seriously. Are they plain dumb or plainly don't care. If they continue, I'm soooo gonna HANTAM them...... Anyway, I heard, that Indonesia's haze is PSI of 300...... Thrice of ours. Professianal eh.

Bleh. Haze affecting me quite badly too....... Feeling really tired and low energies....... Wanna sleep everyday...... Today felt damn weird... Screwd up nose, screwed up eyes, dry mouth. Gah = Perfect life :)

Going on...... Simple plan is awesome can? Damn the nice. Should go try. Written in the stars too :) Very the nice......

Anyway...... Exams are coming... Next Friday... Haven't switched to mug-mode yet... Bleh. Shish... To slack liao luh. Or maybe I'm just plain lazy. XD

Today celebrated TH's b'dae... Was kinda sucessful? I think? XD Before that had maths. Made me kinda emo... I mean like, do ALL boys just need to open their mouths? Seriously... I feel that its kinda genderist...... Just that the boys in NUSHS are like that, doesn't mean ALL boys are like that. I shall prove it yea. Damn it.

ANYWAY. This few days. Getting. More. And. More. Messed. Up. Gah. Especially. In. School. Work.

Thats it peeps... Till next time :)
Seeya~

Monday, October 11, 2010

Long time

Hallo People~~ IMM BACCK~ XD
Anyone missed me? Haha...... Oopsie~

Ok... Lemme start...
Gah. Main stream peoples' exam finish liao... While we mug, mug, mug and mug. Bleah... >.<
Nothing much we could do anyway...... Hansel's last exam paper ended today... Bio-chem. Cheer up yea, nothing much you can do... As long as you feel that you've done your best, its fine, really. Thats how I live my study life since young... Adopted it from my awesome dad :)

First Math Lesson with Miss Sie...... Awesome teacher if you would ask me. Her voice keeps me awake and I like her teaching style. Teehee~~ Need time getting used to though...... Wishing Ms Ng all her best with her new-born XD

Today was kinda epic though...... Apparently, some moth flew through a fan, and half died? I don't know... And I don't wanna know... Don't know why people had to made it such a big fuss...... Sigh...... Imagine, you're emo-ing, and some random, unknown people just come and crowd around you. Not a nice feeling right? Same thing happening to me. Some people are just insensitive......

Getting screwed up in my work these few days...... Especially in co-ordinate geometry...... Sigh... Bio and their molecules too...... Argh. Chemistry failing me too... Especially in Acids and Bases. Slowly but surely...

No matter how many times I told myself...... To prevent it from distracting.... Just can't seem to throw it out of my mind. This is driving me crazy. Sigh... Want more explanation? Not now...... Next time perhaps? Its always a bitter-sweet feeling. The suan in the heart. Just plain suck-ish. Life sucks. For now.


ANYWAY. I've got awesome people to keep me company :) Teehee... Ohoh... And I just went to have a listen with Simple Plan (Its a band) Thanks Lisa :)
Holy crap. Its awesome yea.

No CCA for the rest of the time until exams are over Dx. Feel the suan? Yes... No table-tennis... >.<

I just had to fall into that pit. That very pit. In that pit, everything in your body contradicts. Your pride, your heart, your brain, your experience. And to make a decision, is freakin hard. 

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Over and Over

Awesome song if you would ask me... Go on... Search youtube =D 



I feel it everyday it's all the same
It brings me down but I'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to

It feels like everyday stays the same
It's dragging me down and I can't pull away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?


Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try

So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead
I know what's best for me
But I want you instead
I'll keep on wasting all my time

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try to


P.s You may have guessed it, maybe you haven't, but this song is awesome and posted for a reason

Saturday, October 2, 2010

2 Birthdays~~~

Harllo People~~~


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR 2 BROTHERS~~~
JARYL & HUGH

Yea... Just came back from celebrating my bro's 9th b'dae... Ate at Swenson's. DAMN they've got AWESOME Ice-Cream......
Bro got another useless lego thingy and some Gandam (LOL? Fail spelling) figures.

Yea... Finally got my new spectacles... Damn clear... Feeling slightly giddy now... Like the whole computer screen turned bright.
AND I GOT MY NEW AWESOME EARPIECES~~~ BOOYEA! 
Haha... Early B'dae pressie from Dad... Cause got promotion. Damn its good... The base especially. Whee~~~
 And I just read Yahoo! News...... May Mrs Lee Kuan Yew rest in peace... Without you, Singapore would not have been sucessful... May your soul be blessed......


Its funny how the heart and the brain contradict each other...... Maybe I should do the logical? Or should I go on, and not back down? I know...... Alot of people have been telling me to stop and just forget, but you know how hard it is? Sigh... I really don't know what to do...... Should I be honest with my feelings? Perhaps it would go away... Slowly but surely......

And I don't know I'm sway or what, but when I was thinking about this, Swenson's music players played Crush by David Archuleta. LOL eh. XD

That's it for today... Nighty nights.


You say
You're not gonna fight
Cause no one will fight for you
And you think
There's not enough love
And no one to give it to
And you're sure
You've hurt for so long
You've got nothing left to lose
So you say
You're not gonna fight
'Cause no one will fight for you
You say
The weight of the world
Has kept you from letting go
And you think
Compassion's a flaw
And you'll never let it show
And you're sure
You've hurt in a way
That no one will ever know
But someday
The weight of the world
Will give you the strength to go
Hold on
The weight of the world
Will give you the strength to go
So hold on
The weight of the world
Will give you the strength to go
So hold on
The weight of the world
Will give you the strength to go
Just hold on
The weight of the world
Will give you the strength to go

Robot Boy by Linkin Park