MS NG IS COMING BACK!! :D:D:D:D:D
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HAPPAY I AM YEAH? FINALLY :D lol. Must be the cookies I ate :P Made me so high. XD
Haha... Ok if you're lost, well.... Just came back from fixing up Ms Ng's welcome card and baking cookies for her and the class :D Haha.... She's been away for 4 months yeah? Dang I miss her mentoring and stuff.... Cause I feel that Miss Lim get the class going the way she wants, no offences but yeah.... Now she's leaving us with a bad impression. DX Ah well. Guess that's life :)
Anyway back to the topic. Haha.... First time baking cookies :D Damn fun can? Haha.... Jacelyn, Delvin and I were like gobbling up raw dough 8D Oops~ XD Maybe that's why my stomach is hurting Oops. XP
Yeah.... My hands are itching to play table-tennis DX AH WELL. I'm addicted to two things. Music. And Table-Tennis. Haha....Take one away = Me GG. Haha random~~
Speaking of which, CORE is up and coming yeah? Haha.... Band practice yesterday :D Wheee~~~ We improved on numb :D David added somemore improvisation to his drums *i think* And I improved on me background singing and piano synchronization :D Well... Valerie's vocals are pro. Damn pro can? Lisa's guitar has better accuracy.
TALENT SEARCH YOU WATCH OUT.
Though I think we'll GG.DX
Ah well. LOL. Anyway, yesterday, had fun too :D Nerf Guns :D Haha... I LOVE THAT SNIPER. XD Ah well.... Finished up the banner.... At the end, all that helped, were caught red-handed decorating. Geddit? RED-handed? 8D *Ouch... Cold eh? XD* Yeah... Our hands were red. *Looks at Valerie* *Ahem* Someone said they were wash-able? LOL.
Haha.... Meh. Just had a very scary, and weird REM sleep dream. Dang... I'm still emo-ing over it luh.... What if it really happens? I won't be able to take it... So much about having mental strength... Guess everyone has their weakness eh? I really can't bare to think about it yeah? Sigh...... If it really happens, what will happen to me? Can I get back up? It's not a matter of if, its a matter of when.... Meh.... Guess it's part and parcel of life eh? You don't know how glad I was waking up from the dream..... DX
And there's that screwed up part of me.... Meh. One tells me to let go. The other tells me to go for it. AHHHHH. IT DRIVES ME CRAZY YEAH? Zzz.... Sigh.... Guess I shall let it have time to chill eh? Sigh.... I wanna know what I'm actually thinking about yeah? Sigh.... Hopefully.... By next month... Everything will finally settle.....
Sigh.... I hate staying at a corner, and watch my best friends. Those I treasure the most, get their butt kicked by life yeah? I wanna help... I'm trying to..... But heck why can't I get things right? Meh. It's more like I'm adding fuel to fire? Idk yeah? I really want to help.... Let me help.... Or maybe I don't know you well enough? And no relax Hansel.... It's not you. LOL.
Haha ok.... Signing off.....
Cya folks...
P.S. Kudos if you got the secret not so hidden message XP
HEYA PEOPLE. I BET YOU MISSED ME! XD
But seriously. It has been a LOOOOOOOOOOOOONNGGG time since I posted. Haha.....
Year 2 is really busy compared to last year hmm? Finally had time to post :D Haha....
Let's talk about year 2 life hmm? Wow. This year, there's a lot more stuff to do.... More projects, more complicated stuff. Sigh.... I don't know how long and can hold.... I'm feeling the heat, and my fingers can't hold me on that ledge forever right? I can't even find time to play my piano D:
Sigh... Getting more and more screwed. Maths, Chem, IH, are like getting harder to cope with.... DX I'm SOOOOO lucky physics this time is what I like. Heat transfer and stuff. Yeah......
I really don't know how long I can hold.... And being a mentor rep. and stuff. And a CCA captain for C div. I really don't know how long I can hold onto this yeah. The stress and all, is insane yeah? Ah well. We'll see how it goes.
Sigh. And there are those relationships, friendships and stuff. Now I realised, friends are so much more important. Especially at this stage. It's just so hard to find a friend that you can trust. Those that I trusted, all gave them away. Except that minority two..... Always supporting.
Sigh.... You can't have the best of both worlds eh? One is older, and equally messed up like me. Or worse I can say. And the other is like, sotong? O.o LOL. Ah well. Now I feel, that it's so much easier to get along with girls than guys. The guys in my class are like. Uber immature. Gosh. Don't they know when to play, and when to be serious? Sigh.
Speaking of which. I don't get it, why do people in our class hate Ms Lim so much? She's damn nice you know? It's just that, you people don't give her a chance. Have you ever heard the noise level our class makes? If Ms Ng were to be there, she would do the same! I admit it, her speech isn't so clear, but does it give you people that right to go against her and all?
SHE'S OUR TEACHER FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE.
I really don't get it. Sigh.... Maybe because I'm white? That I'm taking her side? The flaw everyone has, is that they can't seem to put themselves into other's shoes, or view the situation from a 3rd person view. I hate it yeah? Pisses me off big time yeah?
Sigh. You know why I hate being a leader? Cause it brings too much attention, and stress to oneself. A bit of attention is good. BUT HECK. I HATE BEING THE CENTER OF ATTRACTION.
And whenever something goes wrong? All fingers point at me. What is this man.... Maybe thats part and parcel of life? I don't know......
With the exception of those two mentioned above, at this point, not even I can trust my so called 'friends'. Heh. So contradicting. Do you let out other's secrets, because you played TOT?
I TRUSTED YOU. I. TRUSTED. YOU.
AND WHAT DID YOU DO? YOU DON'T DESERVE MY TRUST HMM?
Heh. Bunch of bullshit. Pffft.
And everyone changed during the holidays. Even her. Sigh. You became so, yellow all of a sudden. I don't know what happened, but you became so high, so over-reacting, so attention seeking, so rash all of a sudden. I'm wondering, where was the girl I know? Well, it could be that I'm finding excuses, but even others also agree. Sigh.... And worse of all. You assume. Pffffft. Did I mention I hate assumers big time? I try to hide it, but damn I really hate assumers. *Though I find myself assuming sometimes. DX* Sigh. I can't feel you there anymore. Maybe this is where it all ends? Ah well.
Haha.... On a lighter note,
DAMN 203 IS AWESOME. LIKE BIG TIME :D XD.
Haha.....
Signing off~ :D
