LONGGGG TIME~

HEYA PEOPLE. I BET YOU MISSED ME! XD
But seriously. It has been a LOOOOOOOOOOOOONNGGG time since I posted. Haha.....


Year 2 is really busy compared to last year hmm? Finally had time to post :D Haha....


Let's talk about year 2 life hmm? Wow. This year, there's a lot more stuff to do.... More projects, more complicated stuff. Sigh.... I don't know how long and can hold.... I'm feeling the heat, and my fingers can't hold me on that ledge forever right? I can't even find time to play my piano D:


Sigh... Getting more and more screwed. Maths, Chem, IH, are like getting harder to cope with.... DX I'm SOOOOO lucky physics this time is what I like. Heat transfer and stuff. Yeah......


I really don't know how long I can hold.... And being a mentor rep. and stuff. And a CCA captain for C div. I really don't know how long I can hold onto this yeah. The stress and all, is insane yeah? Ah well. We'll see how it goes.




Sigh. And there are those relationships, friendships and stuff. Now I realised, friends are so much more important. Especially at this stage. It's just so hard to find a friend that you can trust. Those that I trusted, all gave them away. Except that minority two..... Always supporting.


Sigh.... You can't have the best of both worlds eh? One is older, and equally messed up like me. Or worse I can say. And the other is like, sotong? O.o LOL. Ah well. Now I feel, that it's so much easier to get along with girls than guys. The guys in my class are like. Uber immature. Gosh. Don't they know when to play, and when to be serious? Sigh.


Speaking of which. I don't get it, why do people in our class hate Ms Lim so much? She's damn nice you know? It's just that, you people don't give her a chance. Have you ever heard the noise level our class makes? If Ms Ng were to be there, she would do the same! I admit it, her speech isn't so clear, but does it give you people that right to go against her and all?


SHE'S OUR TEACHER FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE.
I really don't get it. Sigh.... Maybe because I'm white? That I'm taking her side? The flaw everyone has, is that they can't seem to put themselves into other's shoes, or view the situation from a 3rd person view. I hate it yeah? Pisses me off big time yeah?




Sigh. You know why I hate being a leader? Cause it brings too much attention, and stress to oneself. A bit of attention is good. BUT HECK. I HATE BEING THE CENTER OF ATTRACTION.
And whenever something goes wrong? All fingers point at me. What is this man.... Maybe thats part and parcel of life? I don't know......




With the exception of those two mentioned above, at this point, not even I can trust my so called 'friends'. Heh. So contradicting. Do you let out other's secrets, because you played TOT?
I TRUSTED YOU. I. TRUSTED. YOU.
AND WHAT DID YOU DO? YOU DON'T DESERVE MY TRUST HMM?
Heh. Bunch of bullshit. Pffft.


And everyone changed during the holidays. Even her. Sigh. You became so, yellow all of a sudden. I don't know what happened, but you became so high, so over-reacting, so attention seeking, so rash all of a sudden. I'm wondering, where was the girl I know? Well, it could be that I'm finding excuses, but even others also agree. Sigh.... And worse of all. You assume. Pffffft. Did I mention I hate assumers big time? I try to hide it, but damn I really hate assumers. *Though I find myself assuming sometimes. DX* Sigh. I can't feel you there anymore. Maybe this is where it all ends? Ah well. 


Haha.... On a lighter note,


DAMN 203 IS AWESOME. LIKE BIG TIME :D XD.
Haha.....


Signing off~ :D